Happen a lot of things recently . All of this is it a fate ? Why God treat us so unfair ? I always blame myself ! I blame myself why that day I didn't reply your text didn't answer your phone call . If I reply your text , I answer your phone , maybe all of this couldn't happen ? And now we together happily watching movie or hanging out ? Why ? I always asking myself ; Why ? Why we always got so many problem have to face through ? Th 2nd year of Christmas we also can't meet and celebrate it together . I really don't know why .. ☹