Alright , once again I'm blogging now. Lol .. What to say now ? Cold war ? Lost contact ? But this time is me decided to do like this not him . Recently I felt LOST ! Super super to th max ! I felt like I almost th end anytime. Last night you said everything that you kept in your heart . After I heard it, my heart felt broken. I've so many question to ask , so confused in everything . Why ? Every time when I asked you got anything must say it out but why you didn't ? Why you like to kept every thing in your heart and then suddenly everything said it out ? Don't you think like this more hurt ? Why don't you got what unhappy or dislike just say ? Why ?! Today I know you want to good back with me but you know why I choose to give each other time ? Because I don't know how to face you . I don't know I have to use what attitude to talk to you will makes you feel better . I don't know what I said will hurt you or not . I scare I just playing or joking with you , but you treat it as serious and then it hurt you again.

And now I keep repeating th song you post on your facebook. When I hearing , my tears drop itself and non stop. I felt that you're using th song to tell me how much I hurt you. I trust that God will lead us back if we really love each other ! I really trusted !