Today wake up at 7am . Call Megan for waking her up . But she din hear it . Den du go gosok gigi , pompom and go out mumum with papa mama . Den papa put me at kok boon . I see tiok PigDaii at thr du sit with pigdaii . Msg Pigmaii i at kok boon with pigdaii . Den awhile dadiie , pigmaii and summer du cum kok boon . Den afta they du go cyber . Me , Summer and PigMaii du go tang cheng drink water . They play finish game lw , du cum dwn find us . Den dadiie like bo mood bo mood anehh . PigMaii du call me go ask him wad happen . I du go sayang him . xP Den du pergi Cinema watch movie . Hehs . Eat alot of sweet and ice-cream . xD Den du cum out . Suddenly ahfu called me . He kno i tgt with dadiie . xD Den he told my mama . Den mama called me . Hehs . Ahfu and Mama du say want talk to him at da phn . xD So gintio lo dat time . Now wnt le . Cus mama allow we tgt le . =) Thank you mama ! I love you ! Finally we nonit lie to my mama lw . xP Mama and ahfu told him cnt teach bad me a . Must take care me a . LOLs . Today saw tiok Sapphire . Woots ! Pretty lo . Hehs . Den 5pm du go bek lw . =( But quite happy de nar . Have a lot of fun ! Pakto whole day with Dadiie . xP And mama allow ! xD

1 month luu ! Hehs .. V happy can tgt with him 1 month . Hope we still got many many 1 month . =] Tgt with him v happy nar .. Although somethg happen between tis 1 month , but we still v happy . Although sometimes we almost want quarrel , but din hab . Although sometime we will thk tiok last time de thg , but we still appreciate nw . Have alots of memories with him .. Hehs . Dn scr i`ll run lion or chg heart nar ~ I wnt .. So u cnt also wor . =] U`re my 9th bf and also my last bf ! xP I ♥ AlisterThenYangTu ! My laogong ! My darlinggg ! He`s MINE ! Forever and ever ~~

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Today dy is da 3rd day of exam le .. Feel like da time v easy du past lw .Hehs . Ytd nites afta finish tt , call dadiie .. =] dadiie say he happy chin wor . xP Den reach hum , webcam with dadiie . =) dadiie half study half chat wif me . Den make tiok him late late ongong .. Hehs . Tmr and monday and tues and wed and thurs cnt see tiok him le . Cus he exam will go bek early . =( I will mish u de . Today i late reach skul . O.O Hehs .. But no pengawas or teacher see tiok . So i go bek class straightly . xP When exam-ing , play funny face with pigzaii . xD Funny lo him .. Today put many kosong at my PM paper and SC paper2 lo . Ngehehe .. After skul , see tiok PigDaii at bek door .. xD So long din see tiok him lo.. =] Thin abit . Hehs . Haiish .. Ahgong and ahma duno hw le . =( Hope they wnt break .. =] Hmmm .. Study time . =) Half study , half chat with PigMaii at msn , half sms wif dadiie . xP

Hehs .. Jus nw pigDadiie tears drop .. xD Eng eng lw . Hehs .. pigDadiie thk dat he treat me not good .. He thk maybe he din tgt wif me , me will more happy .. But i got sumthg want tell pigDadiie .. Say true de , i swear to everyone .. I reli love u so much ar ~ Before I tgt wif those guy actually din hab LOVE them . Jus LIKE niah . But dis year u`re my 1st one and da last one . =) . U reli treat me v v v v good laa .. Maii always thk u treat me no good . If u still dn bliv , u can go ask pigMaii or ahgong lo . Everyone can see tiok i reli reli love u and u reli reli love me too . And hor , if nxt time got anythg must tell me o.. Cnt put in ur heart . =] I will rmb wad we say before and u also must rmb o ~ I promise u wnt run lion du si wnt run lion .. So dn scr laa ~ =] Just wanna let u kno . Me ChinYinYin will only ♥ You AlisterThenYangTu forever and ever ! Mwahs !

Happy 520 to my dar laogong Alister Then ! xD Love you damn much ! Hehs .. Thgs solve jor ~ pigDadiie din angry ahgong lw , and PigMaii also kno le . So nth lw ~~ Hehs .. Hmmm . Tmr pigDadiie got test . But he din study . =.= Still call me study gok . xP Hehs . pigDadiie ar ~~ Must past ur test wor , let my mama kno u got study hard . =] Hmmm .. Today reach skul , punteng want wait him de lw . Mana ehzai that seii Puan Ang call me go bek my class . Den hor , dat CHA BO du see tiok , kepo kepo go tell pigDadiie . Den pigDadiie du go out lw . ='( Yiishh ! So kepo for wad !? I punteng want wait teacher walk away den go find him de , den suddenly u cum in front of me and say he go out lw . Jiiiibehhhh ar ! Jea jea me and ur EX so good du say laa .. Erkkk ~~~ WTF ! Nw i reli bliv wad ur EX say bout u lw .. Ur kuan reli v v v pubo lo . Yiiishh ! Hmph ~! Hmmmm.. Today din past tiok ans for pigZaii . Sorry ya ~ Tmr sure will past for u de lw . xP K nar . =) Nites my dar , pigzaii , pigmaii , ahzhou . =]

i duno wad happen laa ~~~~ Yiishh ... Izit my fault ? I duno ~~~ Jus nw chat till ho ho den suddenly he like no mood lidat . Den he send me a msg said he dnwan quarrel wif me so treat me cold.. Haiish . I do wrong wad thg again ?! Yiishh ! I hate myself de bo .. Always make till him lidat .. I reli v v v zhen xi tgt wif him de time lw . I still do till not good ? Or my attitude ? Haiish .. Duno laa ! Tmr have test . But tonight sure cnt slp well cus i`ll keep thking dis ques ~ Yiish ~!!!!! Wad happen to u laa .... U din reply me . U slp jor ? Or angry me ? Haiish . ='(

Pek cek chin lo ! U always say tiok her de bo . Like i`m transparent lidat . Ishh ! Plsss laa hor . U will jea jea me also will lo. I just told ahgong niah .. I dnwan tell u cus i scr if i tell u , u wnt talk to her lw .. I dnwan make till like dis . So i dnwan say . Haiish .. Ahgong say got anythg du must say it out , if not v hard to stay longer . But i duno want hw tell u wor . Hmmm . So better dn tell . Diam diam du ho . =) Hmmm .. Today at skul see tiok him , keep call his name .. Din hear tiok de bo . Den du follow him at his bek . Hehs . Den ahgong see tiok , du call him den he see tiok . =.= LOLs Hmmm .. Today pigZaii din cum skul . =( No ppl peii me . Den pigDadiie du see tiok him , i du called him scold pigZaii .. But got dadiie duno want hw scold himself de child de . =.= Hmmm .. Today at class huat siaw again . Keep telling everyone i`m pigMamiie and he`s pigDadiie and Kelvin is pigZaii . xD AND ! My hand tiok Evelyn and Megan bite . =( 4 mouth lo . And 2 kali kei . xP Megan steal my 1st time again . ='( Hahs . Want rampas Megan de 1st time lw .. Cnt let Ah B get it . xP Hehs .. Dis week always use front door go in skul . Mama got ask me le . Why use front door ki ? I said front door more easy mah . Den she said not bcus want see him laa ? I say nops . xD I`m telling lie . xP But i d k ~ Hehs .

Blekkkk ~ xD Jus nw i told him i tell my fren we din call each other EX lw , still call each other dar / dear gok . xP Den they ask me on bek lw har . Den he said u tell them din break before . xDD Happy ar ! He said we nvr break before wor . But i thk we break b4 le . Cus say break de is me mah . =( I`m sorry to say break sin .. =( But nw see tiok u lidat say .. Happy luu ~ =) Hmmmm.. Today din bring phn to skul , so cnt find laogong . =( So play wif our PigZaii - Kelvin ! xD He`s our PigZaii ~~~ xD Punteng still got a PigLuii de le . But he dnwan. Cus dat girl is EXTRA LARGE SIZE de . Hmph ~! So cek ak .. Ppl fat du dnwan ppl de . Hehs .. Nvm nar ~ Dnwan also good .. We din hab money to jaga so big de PigLuii . xD Hmmm . Today at class draw a thg . Muahaha .. When my fren see tiok , all say me siaw . =.= Draw that thg also siaw ? LOLs .. They say me crazy bout him. xP Hehs . Ya ! I`m crazy bout HIM ! So wad? xD Wanna say sorry to Chia Ming luu .. Today hit him . =( But i just play niah mah . But he reli angry lo .. Hak tiok me ar ~ Sorry Chia Ming ! =( When recess go find Megan .. Nyaid ~~~ She reli siaw lw lo .. She steal my first time. ='( Hmph ! =P Wanna exam lo ~~~~!!! Duno want how ar ... Lazy to study ~ Duno wan study wad also mah . =[ Hope my result can all pass except SEJ .. xD SEJ bo ko neng will pass de laa . Duhh ~ Hmmm .. K nar ~ Wanna kacau my seii ahgong lw . Hehs . Nites nites ~ I ♥ laogong , PigZaii , PigMaii , PigDaii , Ahgong , Ahma , Ahzhou , ZhouGong , Megan and Nichole ! Mwahs ~

Hmmm .. Today wake up at 12+pm . Woots ! He said me pig pig . =.= Hehs . Today whole day jus chat wif him and PigMaii niah .. Hmmm.. Not whole day is half day . xD Den hor , jus nw sms wif PigMaii .. She told me she asked PigDaii so many gf inside , he most love siapa? Den i du copy pigmaii de .. Ask him da same ques . xP Den he said is ... ME ! xPP Happy chin nor ~~~~ Den i ask him why le ? He said i most liao jie him de .. Hehs . Blekkk ~~~ Mish him alots ! TT Monday must meet tiok him . If not , i dnwan study ar . Straightly go hum ! xP Hehs . Duno why wor . Dis few days always v v pek cek . Yiiishhh ~ Bt nvm nvm . xD Ytd me and HIM tears drop jor . Cus i said i mish last time de memories .. Den du said said said . Du tears drop lo . xD Boy cnt cincai tears drop de laa . ChaBo du can laa ~ xD So u maii tears drop lw wor . =] Hmmm .. Nw pigmaii and pigdaii good good lw . Me also fang xin le. =] Lidat our family still wnt break gok . xP Hmmm .. Sometime reli feel tiok we nth to chat ki . Haiish . But i still will find thgs to chat laa. Lidat we wnt so cold ki mah . Hehs . Ohh-ya ! Forget to say 1 thg .. Ngehehe ~~ My mama bought me a PATRICK ! Not big red dog de Patrick laa . Is Spongebob de ! xP Love it so much ! Thanks mama ! Hehs . Dy give mama a mwahs le . xD Hmmm . Today my bro saw tiok my fs bkgd and my msn de everythg le. But he din hw wor . He din angry or scold me le . Feel weird weird de . Hahs . But nvm nvm ~ Lidat also good . Den mean he kno i still got find him , but he din stop me wor . xD Dis few days always hear tiok he at room cook porridge .. Eng eng lw ~ Sure run lion again de . Yiishh ~ Maii say him laa . Wnt bertanggungjawab de bo . Sienz .. Nxt time find a chance suan him . xD Mama always said korkor actually v siiok me de . But i cnt feel tiok wor . Erkkkkk ~ Maybe wait till he old old lw , den siiok me gua . xD I still rmb when we`re small he said : why u is my meimei hor ? i hate u be my meimei ar . Wahh ~ Dat time reli v v hurt tiok lo . Till nw i still cnt forget ar .. But suan le . Maii care him . =] Wahh ... Feel slpy dy . Wait him reply my msg wait till slpy ki . But nvm nar ~ Wait him reply sin den ongong .. xP Nites nites PigMaii ~ xD ♥ ex-laogong , PigMaii , PigDaii , Ahzhou , Ahgong and Ahma !! Mwahs !

Sienz chin ! Test cuming next Wednesday . I hvm study yet . Wait almost want reach le den study . Muahaha . Afta test finish , is 2 weeks de holidays . TT I cnt see tiok him for 2 weeks laa . But Megan will cum my house overnites . =] Ngehehe . Nightmare a . xD Woots ! I not dare told him a thg , cus he dnwan me counted . So i told my bloggiie . xP We tgt 3 weeks luu . Today nth to do at skul , so i tek out my finger and count . Zhun zhun ho 3 weeks . =] Still got 1 more weeks du 1 month luu . Happy nar ~ Hehs . Bt when i see tiok ahgong de personal msg write 10april08 . I hak tiok lo . Ahgong and ahma tgt 1 years lo . So long lo . Hahs . Me and him will tgt till so long ? Ofcus will laa ! Duhh .. xD Today find PigMaii ask her ytd nites de thg . I`m glad she tell me all da story . =] Then she said PigDaii giv her da last chance lw . Hope PigMaii will zhen xi dis last chance lo . =] Hmmm . Ohhya ! Wanna say sry to my dar ex-laogong . Today ex-laopo bu ting hua . Let ex-laogong wry ~ Sorry nar .. Promise wnt have nvt time le . Will hear ex-laogong de hua . xP Mwahs ! I ♥ ex-laogong damn much ! He`s MINE ! xP

Hmmm . Dat day go skul bkb traning . Den see tiok him ! Finally see tiok him le . Damn happy laa . Den Andrew saw tiok we stand tgt , du call him go wash brain . Aiyoyo . Den i came out from 3H din see tiok him . Keep saying : whr`s my ex-laogong !? LOLs . Reli like siaw cha bo lidat . Hahs . Den go 3G find Nana den chat wif them . Den i saw tiok Kim Hua outside 3G den i shout again . LOLs . Mana say punya ex-laogong ? Hahs . Funny lo . Hmmm . Afta dat du lidat lidat luu . Hahs . Lazy say so much . Hmmmm .. Today go skul early cus got luar sidang . Den he saw me reach skul le , he du came out go TOILET . Hehs . He go call Alvin go toilet . But Alvin say : Dnwan ! U go pakto ! . LOLs . Den i hit his head . Muahaha . Awhile he du go bek class le . Den i du go luar sidang . Finish my luar sidang , cum out see tiok him . The first thg he said is bye bye . == Den i also say bye bye . Hahs . And hor , he always step my shoes lo . Den i du hit him again . I hit his injection de place . xD Den he shout me , i reli hak tiok lo . Cus i forget he got injection ki . Den assembly start , so borin and hot ! Go bek class da 1st thg i do is take out my phn and said SORRY ~ Hahs . Den hor , just nw when tt . PigDaii sms me and tell me pigmaii hurt him again , wad should he do now ? . Woots . O.O Reli reli reli hak tiok awhile . PigMaii hurt PigDaii again . =[ Why wor ? Why PigMaii want lidat do wor ? Why she want sit his car le ? Haiish . I din sms ask pigmaii all the thg . Cus i kno now she v v v v fan also . So i let she and PigDaii talk sin . Wit few days lw , den ask . When pigdaii ask me want how ? I said : I duno also . I dnwan PigDaii so fan , also dnwan u two break . Haiish . V v v v v sad lo . PigNvXu also duno want how say PigMaii a . Duno wad she thking lo . Hope they wnt break . Plsssssss ~ Haiish . If PigMaii and PigDaii reli reli reli break le , i will more zhen xi HIM lw . Cus pigdaii and pigmaii cnt tgt le . So i must zhen xi tgt wif him de time and all the thg . I wnt let he leave me . I ♥ ex-laogong ! LOVE U MUCH MUCH !

I mish you much much . I dnwan quarrel with u . So I choose dn find u sin . I cool down myself , den go find u . But wad is ur ans ? U no mood . Kays ~ I ask u why will no mood . Si du maii say it out . Nvm .. I giv u cool down sin . But u go play game wor . But still want msn chat wif me . Why want so mian qiang urself le ? Play game du play game laa . Not dare tell me a ? I`ll give u freedom de mah . Duhh .. Duno laa . NO MOOD ! DAMN NO MOOD ! U just will say sorry sorry sorry . But i dnwan hear tis . Suan le . Tmr go skul for bkb training . I beg my papa give me go a . For wad ? Jus wanna see u only . But how u treat me le ? I just wan kno a ans . U got treat me as ur reli reli v v v close de ex-laopo mah ? If got , tell me all ur thgs . If din hab , nvm .. i wnt blame u ... TT

Today wake up sms him . Den online sin , den go gosok gigi . Hehs . Den mumum , pergi sekolah . At first i though today reli can meet tiok him le . But ! TT We din meet tiok each other . Haiish . Bt still got tmr mah . Blekkk . Hehs . Den take phn from Qing du go class le . Today at class so borin lo . Den sms wif him . Hehs . He keep play games de . He ever told me if he always play game den din peii tiok me , must scold him wor . But i wnt scold him de mah . I will give him freedom . Hahs . And i also `she bu de` scold him de mah . Hehs . Den when recess , i go canteen find ah yen . Wanna take thg to him call him past to HIM . Hehs . Den awhile i du go find Qing them . Den hor , Megan talk to me . I not like want hiu her lyk dis . Cus somethg laa . Den i feel i do till v guo fen lo . Haiish . Sorry if i hurt tiok u . U still my only best fren . Forever and ever ! =] Den du go bek class , kacau fren den copy notes . Muahaha . ChinYinYin will copy notes wor . Pigs are flying ~ Hehs . Den go bek hum , pompom and mumum du go tt . KimHua sms me say bout he and she . Den he said he wan cum my tt wor . LOLs . At first i though he jk , but afta he say he reach le . Kays~ I go dwn wif my fren . Den no ppl at dwnstair , jus a dog . Muahaha . Den we du go up le . Den finish tt , go bek hum . Hehs . Go hum da first thg i do is online ! Muahaha . Den sms wif him . Hehs . Today is da 17 days we tgt le . But he said jus our heart tgt niah . But i say also da same . Hehs . Cus nw we jus din hab mwahs mwahs and hug hug niah mah . Other thg we jus like last time . Hehs . So we din chg , our heart also wnt chg . =]

我爱邓仰土！没有人可以取代他！他是我的ex-laogong也是我的未来老公！没有人可以把他从我的身边抢走~ 我爱你

Happy mama day to PigMaii ! I love you ! Hehs . Hope PigMaii can tgt wif PigDaii last long forever wor . Hehs . Cnt say br*ak to each other wor . AND ! Dn go thk dat ppl lw . Thk me or thk PigDaii du owhkays le . Cnt thk PigNvXu a . Hehs . Must jia you a ! PigLuaii will support PigDaii and PigMaii de . Hehs . I punteng want buy present for PigMaii de le . But cnt go out . Haiish . Someday I sure will buy for u de . Hehs . PigMaii must happy happy a ! Cnt cincai tears drop or wad lw wor . Hehs . Sorry to PigMaii also . Last time ever make u angry . Hehs . Promise wnt have next time le . Hehs . I hope we 一家四口 can always tgt . Hahs . I love PigMaii forever ! She`s MINE and PigDaii de ! Mwahs ~!

LOLs . Hmmm . Today morning i wake up den sms him how le . Cus last night he told me he bo mood . So worry lo . Hahs . Den he din reply me . I du go gosok gigi den online . Cus i thk he got online gua . Den when i online , I saw his name is ONLINE ! Happy chin lo . Den ask him how le ? Den he told me everythg bout he bo mood de . Den afta i siiok siiok him , he du smile le . Muahaha . SEE ! I so GOOD wuuu . Hehs . Den go ahma house den online again . Without go out or go toilet . I will follow my laptop and my phn . Muahaha . Whole day sms or msn chatin wif him . AND ! Today webcam wif him ! Happy happy happy happy chin a ! Owes laugh behind de webcam . Siaw lw . Hehs . Cus happy mah ~ Blekkkk . Hehs . We 2 or 3 days din see tiok each other luu . So miss him laa ~ Hehs . Reli want tgt wif him till i mati a . Hehs . I ♥ Alister Then Yang Tu ! He`s mine ! No girl can near him without my permission ! Blekkk ~ xD

We tgt 2 weeks luu . Ytd we say break jor . But i thk we din break . Our heart still tgt . So I still din hab give up . Hehs . Today wake up sms him , den copy my stupid homework , den brush teeth . Den go mumum du go skul lw . Go to skul , quite lonely de . No ppl peii me , so i go find my pengawas de fren . Muahaha . I told them i din hab fren luu . They say nvm , u still got us . Den they du ask me how lw ? I say we break jor , BUT ! We still can care each other or wad . Our heart still tgt de . Hehs . Den they all du say jia you . Hahs . Thx for caring laa ~ Then when recess i din go find Megan , i go find pengawas . Nuuuu ~ I go find Qing take phn sin , den go find pengawas play . Hehs . Den afta Ah Yen du call me . He give me a lollipop and say : he give u de . Aiisehh ~ Happy chin luu . When at class always see that lollipop a . Muahaha . But also got study laa . Blekkk . Den now everyone ask me how u and him lw . I du will smile and told them . Not like last tym lidat lw . When they ask me how lw . I du cry sin den ans their ques . Hehs . Now reli reli wnt le . Cus i promise someone cnt cincai let my tears drop le . Hehs . Reli v v v v miss u a . Haiish . Nvm nvm . Monday i try meet u den du can see u lw . Hehs . Even though is jus 1 minutes , i also will hao hao zhen xi de . =]

Today i got luar sidang so can go skul early . When i reach skul , i see tiok Sze Ying . She tell me she need to tell him dat i reach skul lw . Den i go Kaunselling wait . Den afta she cum bek find me . Den i told her i want tell him somethg . But i duno want how say out . Den afta he cum , i see tiok him . Reli v v v heart pain . Den he give bek my charger . Den i cnt tahan . Tears drop it out . He ask me wad happen . I say nth . But he keep want kno it . I punteng want told him afta i luar sidang . But he say he want kno it now . Den i call Sze Ying told him , cus i cnt say it out . Den afta Sze Ying tell him , he walk away . Den teacher kaunselling help me wash brain . Den still left 10 mins le . Teacher say nonit go bek lw , she will help me tell Ms Wee de . Den i go out and call Sze Ying cum . Den i tok to her and ask her jus nw de thg . Den bell ring , he cum out . I so scr to face him . So i hide in bilik kaunselling . Den Sze Ying tell me he go dwn lw , den i go dwn also . Den let them see tiok me . He du stop walking to bek door and walk bek . He told me can talk tonight mah . I din hab face him to talk cus i kno i will cry . Den i say owhkays . Den he say he want go lw , i say owhkays Buhbyes ~ Den he du walk away le . Haiish . My heart is felt v v v sorry to him . Den afta bek hum , i din hab sms him cus i need pompom and mumum sin . Den when i reach tt , PigMaii sms me told me wad he said . Den afta i sms wif him . He let me break wif him . BUT ~ We`re best best best best fren . We still love each other . We still can care each other . And we also will wait each other . But we jus din hab dat relationship only . Den we call each other must study o . Study finish lw , want do wad is our freedom le . Hehs . Hear lw dis , reli smile le . If not , i always cry de a . Cry 3 days luu . Hahs . But today half day niah . Hehs . Cus now i more happy le . He told me I`m his and i told him he is mine also ! No girl can near my Alister Then . If got any girl dare near him , i sure will kill that girl de . Muahaha . I reli hope he wnt chg heart , he can wait for me . Me Chin Yin Yin can promise to you Alister Then , i wnt change my heart and i wnt give up . I will wait for you . But if got 1 day u reli reli like jor other girl , nvm . Dn scr will hurt tiok me . Jus tell me . I wnt blame anyone de . =] Anyway ~ I will love you till the end .. Mwarks !

Today me , my bro and my mum when to skul . Den when reach thr , Ms Wee said go Caunselling room talk more good . Den du go thr talk luu . Me and him nth to say . Jus hear wad they say . Den Ms Wee ask him got anythg want tell my mama ? Den he said Sorry aunty . Ohh-My-Gosh ~ Den time i reli hak tiok lo . Suddenly say sorry to my mum . Den i also said sorry to his mama luu . Hmmm . Den everyone see tiok me , du keep asking how le ? Got how mah ? Blablabla . Haiish . He say he cnt stay bek le . And me also cnt always ponteng le . He call me want study a . Afta study finish lw , Du can pakto le . =] Today morning , i online msn chating wif PigDaii . I told him all da thg . Den i told him : Ytd he said 总有一天，我会让你风风光光做回我女朋友. Den PigDaii said : 很好~我喜欢酱的女婿.. LOLs . Den i told PigDaii , i wanna let him go . Den PigDaii du help me wash brain . Den dat time i also sms-ing wif PigMaii . Muahaha . My parents help me wash brain a . Hehs . Now i kno wad to do le . 跟着感觉走..可能我们很少见面,有一天我们的关系会冷谈..但是我不后悔..因为我曾经珍惜过你..而且我们也有一段开心的回忆..所以我不怕接下来会怎样..我也不管..现在我只要跟你在一起就好..所以也请你不要想太多了..好嘛？

I reli thk i bigger a bit luu . Will thk le . And more mature a bit . Hehs . Anyways , I will peii u tgt mian dui de . =] I ♥ Alister Then v v v v v v v v v much ! Mwarks !

我不能保证我能陪你走完接下来的路，但现在我会陪你走..如果有一天，我放手是对你和我最好的方法..我宁可放手，让你去找一个比我更爱你的人..昨晚你什么都听不进,但是我还是要告诉你..

如果有一天，我真的离开你了..你要记得,我还是爱着你的..但是我要放你走..因为绑着你,只会害了你..如果我放你走,你可以不被打，你也可以得到幸福..那不是很好吗？现在我们要面对的不是你和我两个人..而是要面对两个家庭..我会陪你一起面对..但以后,我就不能保证能不能陪你了..但是,请你答应我好吗？如果有一天我真的放手，你一定一定一定要找到比我更爱你，比我更疼你，比我更在乎你的人来陪你走完..现在我还是会陪你走..但是以后.......我会站在一旁看着你和另一个她..然后祝你们幸福..所以答应我好吗？

Jus now 5+pm , we at a class inside pakto . Den suddenly Ms Wee came in . We all hak tiok luu . Den she call me and him go to office thr . Den she called us to call our parent go skul at tmr 12.15pm . Haiish . So soi a ! Den we has been force to told my bro our thg . After bell ring , he go to my bro car talk to him . Den i v v v v scr . Den i go in the car . Haiish . Hak tiok lurh . He suddenly sit inside my car . Den my bro v angry , he pick us go my ahma house den puek wif my mama and uncle them . Haiish . Reli gin tio a ! My mama and papa scold me 2 hours . Den my tears keep droping . I duno want how solve thg prob a . I ask him u thk we want stop dis relationship ? He said dnwan . Haiish . I reli thk dat is me hai tiok him tiok hit de . Haiish . So scr if he continue wif me , he will tiok hit again . Haiish . Reli scr nar ~~~~!!!!!! Tears keep droping . Cant stop it ! Reli reli v heart pain when see tiok him tiok hit a ~~~~ Haiish . I hate myself ! Always lidat de bo . Duno now he how le . Will pain gok mah ? Haiish . My heart pain lo . So many ppl kno dis thg a . Jus now PigMaii ask me , Megan ask me . Wasehh . Lidat de thg also want srpead it . LOLs . K nar . So tired le . =] Nites nites to my bloggiie . ♥ dar , PigMaii , PigDaii and many many many .

Haiish . Tired ! But cnt slp ~ Wnt slp . Haiish . He din reply my msg from 7+pm till now ! Arghhhh ~~~ Izit he slp jor ? So long lw wor . Hmmm . I call him , he din ans da phn ~ How ? Haiish . V tired a ! Many homework to do . But bo mood to do . Yiish .Today when he finish his rumah traning , he came back to skul . Den saw tiok him . Wahh ~~ So happy nar . But hor , afta I saw tiok he play with a girl . Woots ! Kinda unhappy . Muahaha . But afta I sit at my place , and thk . Hmmm . If got one day , he reli RUN LION . I also wnt blame him or hate dat girl gua . I just will blame myself . Why din jaga my bf de , let him like jor other girl ki . LOLs . 1am le ~ Duno want do wad . Can`t slp . Haiish . I want ponteng skul ! =] Find a day , I wanna ponteng skul . Hehs . Maybe tmr ? Hahs . Haiish . HUNGRY ~ Aiyo . FAT lw luu . Sienz a ~ Hehs . Kays ~~ Go do my homework lw , den find thgs to eat ? Hehs . K nar . End here luu . Nites nites my bloggiie . ♥ Alister Then , PigMaii , PigDaii , Ahzhou , Zhougong , nicMammiee , Pris and everyone ! Mwarks mwarks ~! =]

你可不可以爱我

可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我

可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我

快乐还是寂寞

U can give me wad? Happy or Lonely? Haiish. Duno today wad happen. Whole din find each other. I see tiok u online. But u put busy. And I not dare chat wif u. I`m scr. Duno why. Haiish. Izit somethg happen between me and you? Haiish. I told ahgong, I wnt leave you, at least u leave me sin. If not I wnt leave you. Although i`m scr or wad, i also wnt leave you. Haiish. Wad happen?? Da 1st tym we so cold. Everytime when I hear tiok a couple break, I du v scr. Scr 1 day, is me and you lw. Haiish. I dnwan~~~ Suan le. Say so many, also no use....

Dar told me he scr i leave him and he scr he leave me too. When i see tiok this msg. I so gin tio. I though dar wan break wif me. But he jus say he scr he jea jea den he leave me. Haiish. All my fault. I always play wif boys. Yiishh. Wan stay away wif boys le. Haiish. Dar a~~ Pls... Blib each other okays? Wad we promise before? Dn hear wad other ppl said, we must blib each other. Still rmb? Idk wad other ppl said. I jus kno i wan u and wnt leave u de. So plsss~~ Blib me and blib u too. Kays? I ♥ Alister Then. Mwarks~!!!